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Zarrah
Rating: NC-17 for Language/violence and sexual situations in later chapter's.
Disclaimer: Belong to Joss...not me
Summary: *Sequel to Lover's Walk*...Future...Year 2034....Eleven years after Buffy's death, Spike is living in LA helping Angel fight the good fight. How will he react when he comes face to face with ghost's from his past.
A/N...(This is 'NOT' a Buffy/Spike fic..you have been warned!) Also, this 'is' a sequel, so the story will make no sense what so ever if you don't read "Lover's Walk" first.
Randall knocked confidently on Trull's door and entered when told to do so. He walked proudly to his desk.
"Please tell me something worth my time." Trull said from his large leather chair.
Randall smiled down at him. "Yes Master. I hope this will please you." Randall said to him as he extended his hand, laying the medallion Ravyn had stolen from him.
Trull's eyes lit up at the site of it. He smiled big as he picked the gold medallion up. "Ah, yes.....just what I've been waiting for." he beamed.
Randall smiled, knowing his Master was pleased with him.
"And my pet? Is she securely back in her chains?" Trull asked, never taking his eyes from the medallion he held.
Randall fidgeted, he thought maybe Trull would be happy enough with the return of the medallion that he would have cared less about the return of Ravyn.
"Well?" Trull asked, looking up. He could see his answer in Randall's face. "WHY NOT!" he screamed as he stood, eyes blazing an eerie golden orange. "I WANT HER BACK HERE!"
"Yes Master......it's just....well...."
"WHAT!....WHY DO YOU NOT HAVE HER?!" he continued to scream in a fit of rage.
"She fought back Master. She killed four of my men." Randall told him, bowing his head as he did.
Trull chuckled softly at first, then laughed. His laughter became harder until he fell back in his chair, almost hysterical.
Randall looked up, smiling along with Trull, as he continued to laugh.
Trull finally brought his laughter to a stop, only chuckling slightly everytime he thought about it and straightened himself in his chair before looking back over at Randall.
"So...you're telling me, my little bird has flown the coup and turned from a mute, spaced out whiny girl into.....a killer?" Trull asked, his amusement now gone."Is that what you're telling me?"
"Yes Master. She was quiet effective."
Trull sat and stared at Randall for a few minutes. "Well...this I would like to see."
"Do you still want her, Master?" Randall asked, bowing his head once again.
"YES YOU IDIOT! I WANT THAT BITCH BACK HERE!"
Randall looked up at the once again furious face of Trull. "They've moved her Master. It will take time to find where they've taken her."
"How much time?" Trull asked him. "I'm ready for Brazil."
"I'm not sure. I think she has left with the vampire."
Trull leaned his head to the side. "Vampire? What vampire?"
"The vampire they call Spike, Master."
Randall saw the orange glow illuminate Trull's eyes once more at the mention of Spike's name.
"So....she found her vampire after all this time." Trull said as he leaned back in his chair. "And how long till you can locate her?"
"Not long Master. I know a club...where they hang out at. That's how I found her."
"So...you can follow her again?"
"Well....I um...."
"WHAT!?"
"Well see Master....I have yet to be able to follow Spike. He's to fast for me to follow. I always lose him." Randall said bowing his head once again at his own incompetence.
"Then..WHAT do you suppose you are going to do?"
"Well Master.....If I may....borrow 'the new pet' I may be able to win her trust with him." Randall said, hoping Trull would buy his plan.
Trull looked over to the cage in the corner and smiled. "Fine...do what you must. BUT....if you fail me again......You Die!"
"Yes Master....she will be returned." Randall told him confidently as he slowly backed away from the desk.
Randall reached for the door handle and opened the door, ready to set another plan into action.
"Oh....one more thing Randall...." Trull said smiling viciously.
"Yes Master?"
"KILL......her vampire!!" Trull said, venom dripping from his words.
Randall smiled. "It will be done."
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Spike woke to find himself alone in bed. He lifted his head and looked around the room. Ravyn was no where in site.
Rolling over and standing he walked over and checked the bathroom before heading out into the other parts of the house.
"Ravyn?" Spike asked as he walked through the house. He instantly went into a panic when he didn't see her and tore out the door, clad only in a pair of boxer shorts.
He sighed in relief when he saw her sitting on the beach, staring out at the ocean. He smiled and shook his head as he walked down the steps of the deck, making his way to her.
"You know, you almost gave me a heart attack." Spike said as he sat down behind Ravyn, pulling her back against him as he wrapped his arms around her.
Ravyn chuckled as she turned her head and looked at him. "You can't have a heart attack Spike. I thought we covered that already." she said, leaning up, giving him a small kiss.
"Yeah well....I would have been the first." he said, wrapping her tighter in his arms. "What are you doing out here?"
"Just listening." she told him as she laid her head back against his shoulder.
"Listening for what?"
"Peace."
"Peace? You can hear that out here?" Spike asked, smiling at her.
"Yeah....be quiet and you can hear it." she said grabbing his arms, pulling them tighter around her.
Spike laid his cheek on Ravyn's head and listened. The sound of the waves crashing against the shore line and the wind softly blowing were almost hypnotizing. He shut his eyes and just let the sound surround him as he held on to Ravyn. He smiled as he opened his eyes back up, placing a small kiss on her head.
"Is that why you love the beach so much?" he asked her quietly.
"Yeah. Whenever I was worried or upset, the beach is always where I went. It's almost like you lose yourself here." she told him softly. "Nothing can ever hurt you here....it's peaceful, almost...heaven."
"Well, you don't have to worry. They won't find you here." he told her softly, knowing that was why she was there that night.
"What if they do?" she asked, turning her head to look up at him.
"They'll have to kill me to take you away from me again." Spike told her, smiling slightly as he held her hair back away from her face.
Ravyn sighed and wrapped an arm around his neck. That was what she was 'really' worried about. She had spent thirty years learning how to deal with Trull. She could do it again if she needed to. Living with the knowledge that Spike was gone....that was something she knew she would 'never' be able to accomplish.
Spike stared out at the ocean, memories of losing her the first time, rushing back to his mind. He remembered how lost he had felt. How helpless...watching that warehouse burn, knowing there was nothing he could do to save her.
"Ravyn....how did you make it out of that warehouse?"
Ravyn looked up at him briefly before taking a deep breath. She let it out slowly as she recalled the events of that night.
"After you and Buffy cleared the door, I was jumped by two vamps. I was able to kick them off, but as I reached the door, Trull grabbed me." she told him, closing her eyes as the start of her long nightmare was recalled. "We struggled, and he grabbed my hand as I pulled away from him. He hit the button on the explosives detonator. When the first bomb went off, he grabbed me and ran as the other's went off."
"So, you weren't even in the building when it went up?" Spike asked as he looked down at her.
"No. We ran out a side entrance. The bag was in the back of the warehouse. So we just barely cleared the door when the place went completly up."
Spike thought about what she had told him. If she were outside before it blazed then.......
"I saw you." she told him softly.
Spike looked at her as tears filled her eyes.
"I saw you yelling for me. I called out to you, but Trull drug me back away from the building. I guess you couldn't hear me for the explosions."
Spike kissed her head and gave her a tight squeeze. "I didn't hear you." he told her quietly. "I would have come for you if I would have known."
Ravyn smiled. "I know." she said looking back up at him. "You're here now....that's all that matters to me."
Spike leaned down, softly touching her lips with his. "I love you." he said against her lips as he slowly kissed her.
Ravyn sat up straighter, wrapping her arm tighter around his neck as she turned slightly. Pulling his head down and holding it in place, she ran her tongue along his lips, darting inside once they parted.
As her tongue was met with his own, a small war was fought, dueling as they explored each other. Ravyn wrapped her free arm around Spike's waist, leaning into him as he pulled her closer. She moaned softly as he ran his hand through her hair, sucking on her tongue as he did.
Spike ran his hand up inside the back of Ravyn's shirt, needing to fell her. He held her head to him, sucking and nipping at her lips as she moaned into his mouth. Pulling away from her lips, he kissed a line down her jaw, making his way to her neck.
Ravyn leaned her head to the side, giving him better access as he bit at her flesh with his blunt teeth. She held his head to her, as her body started to tingle, her arousal quickly overtaking her.
Spike unfastened her bra, moving his hand across her back, slowly making his way around to her breast. Ravyn leaned back, allowing him to touch her.
Spike found her left breast, as he found her mouth again, kissing her deeply as he massaged the soft mound. Rubbing his thumb over her erect nipple, Ravyn arched into his hand, her breathing becoming labored as he continued to massage her breast.
"I want you" Spike whispered against her lips as he turned her, laying her down. He ran his leg in-between her's, as he rained kisses down chin and throat, lifting her shirt as he did.
Exposing her breast, he lowered his head, taking it into his mouth. Ravyn moaned softly as he flicked her nipple with his tongue, biting at it as he did. Spike shifted, bringing his other leg in, positioning himself completely between her legs as he ground his throbbing erection into her.
Ravyn held his head to her, concentrating on what he was doing and the sounds of the ocean as the first dark images came to her. Blocking them out, she wrapped her legs around his thighs, pressing her hips up, rocking against him as he pressed himself into her.
Moving his attention to her other breast, Spike gave it the same attention as the first as he lowered his hand, running it along her side to her hip. He leaned to the side slightly, allowing room for his hand to squeeze in-between their two bodies, slipping inside the waistband of her shorts.
Ravyn clenched her eyes shut tightly as she felt his finger's slid in-between her folds, gently sliding further down to her opening.
Spike looked up as he felt her body stiffen slightly and saw the strained look on her face. He stilled his hand before slowly removing it and laying his head on her chest. He let out a soft breath as he closed his eyes.
"I'm sorry" Ravyn whispered to him as her eyes remained closed.
Spike laid there for a few seconds, trying to calm himself before lifting his head to look at her. He crawled up her body and placed a small kiss on her lips. "Don't be." he told her. "We get further every time." he said as he wrapped his arms around her. "I love you."
Ravyn opened her eyes to look at him and could see the disappointment on his face. She hated doing that to him, knowing that even though they get further each time....she pushed him further as well.
Wrapping her arms tightly around him, Ravyn closed her eyes as he laid his head on her shoulder, trying to figure out why...if she wanted him as much as he wanted her...then why did the images always come, blocking him out. Running her finger's through his hair she tried to figure out a way to see that this was the last time they had to stop.
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"Angel Investigations" Dawn said cheerfully into the receiver.
"Hey Dawn." Ravyn said smiling.
"Hey Ravyn.....everything okay?" Dawn asked, instantly worried something was wrong.
"Yeah...everything's fine."
"Well...you don't sound fine." Dawn said, taking in Ravyn's tone of voice. "Did something happen?"
Ravyn let out a sigh and closed her eyes briefly. "No......that's the problem.....nothing happened."
"Oh.." Dawn said, knowing exactly what Ravyn was talking about. "So....what I suggested didn't work then?"
"No...What am I going to do? I can't keep doing that to him Dawn." Ravyn said, almost in tears.
Dawn sighed lightly as she thought. "I wish I knew what to tell you."
"I know, I just.......I can't stand the look on his face after. He just looks so hurt, it kills me." Ravyn told her sadly as a few tears fell from her eyes.
"Well....have you tried...umm to.... Not to sound crude or anything...but, maybe help him ...release and not worry about you. God I can't believe I just said that!" Dawn said giggling softly. "Talking about sex and Spike in the same sentence is just....."
Ravyn giggled along with Dawn. "Don't worry, he's inside. Don't think you'll have to worry about him hearing you."
"Good. Spike's been like a big brother to me and talking about him getting.....well, you know, it's just.....ewww."
Ravyn laughed at her. "Yeah, guess it would be."
"Hey!....I know." Dawn said enthusiastically. "Lorne....he knows all kinds of people. If he can't help you, I'm sure he knows someone who can."
"I thought about him actually." Ravyn told her.
"Yeah, well if you sing for him he can tell you things you never thought of...also he can see your path in life, whatever that means."
"So, you think he would help me?"
"Sure he would. All you have to do is sing." Dawn told her.
"Ughhh.....why sing?"
"Don't know......he say's he can read a person through their voice and the song they choose."
"But I can't sing. Well, I mean I can but I'd give Angel a run for his money." Ravyn said laughing lightly.
"Come on girl....NO ONE sings that bad." Dawn said laughing hard.
Ravyn chuckled. "Ok...maybe not that bad....but still bad."
"That's what I thought."
"Well, I think I'll try your suggestion first and give Lorne a call if that don't work." Ravyn told her. "I'll talk to you later then."
"Alright, let me know if...well....nevermind, don't want to know." Dawn said laughing again.
Ravyn laughed and shook her head. "Okay....no sex and Spike in the same sentences...got it. I'll talk to you later Dawn."
"Okay...bye." Dawn said as she hung up the phone.
Ravyn hung up the receiver and wondered if what Dawn suggested would work. Only problem was....that would be worse if it didn't than anything else she had tried.
Standing, Ravyn walked back into the house and hung the phone back up. Spike was laying on the couch, thumbing through a book as Ravyn sat in one of the chairs. She just sat there staring at him, wondering if she could actually go through with Dawn's suggestion. She had yet to touch him and wasn't sure she even could.
She leaned her head to the side and studied him as he lay there. He looked different from what she remembered. Well, the hair was obviously different, but his face was different as well. He looked softer, not as worn. She figured it was the difference between getting what he always wanted and not always feeling like he wasn't good enough. She always knew who and what he was....his Slayer never saw it, not when it counted. He looked....satisfied now, like he knew where he finally belonged.
She smiled a little as she let her eyes roam over his body. He was still hard and muscular, all in the right places. Still the same pale skin, beautiful and perfect. She remembered his touch and how he made her feel alive, just one touch and she was lost. Eyes so blue you felt like you were melting. Like he could see into your very being....he was hypnotic....
"See anything you like?" Spike said with a big grin as he watched Ravyn.
Ravyn looked up at his face and grinned. "Plenty"
"Well if you want me that bad...I'm not stopping you."
"This is a private gawk Thank You. Now go back and read your book." she told him smiling, as she looked at him.
Spike just stared at her smiling. "Come here." he told her as he closed his book and placed it on the table.
Ravyn stood and walked over to the couch, placing a leg in-between his and sliding half on top of him. Spike wrapped his arms around her as she laid down and kissed her head.
"I love you....you know that right?" Ravyn asked him softly.
"Yeah...I know you do."
Ravyn smiled as she played with his hair above his ear. They both lay silently, just enjoying the closeness of the other, both with the same thing on their minds. How Ravyn was going to overcome her fear.
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Ravyn jumped, startled from her sleep as a loud knock on the door woke her. She opened her eyes and lifted her head as whoever was there knocked again.
"Spike...someone's at the door." she said, trying to wake him.
Ravyn lifted herself up off of him, shaking him once she stood. "Spike....."
"Hummmm." Spike said sleepily, his eyes still closed.
"Someone's at the door." Ravyn said, unsure if she should answer it.
Spike's eyes flew open as what she said finally registered to him. He sat up quickly and stood. "Go to the bedroom." he said quickly as he grabbed a sword from it's mount on the wall. Waiting until she was out of site, he walked closer to the door.
Peeking out the window, he shook his head. "Bloody Hell" he said softly as he unlocked the door and opened it.
"Do you know what time it is?" Spike asked as Angel, Rob and Blake walked in.
"Yes.....it's three am." Rob said. "I know you weren't sleeping already."
"Now see...that's where you're wrong." Spike told him as he rubbed a hand over his face and walked down the hall to his room.
"It's alright...you can come out." Spike told Ravyn as he stuck his head into the bedroom.
Ravyn walked back into the living room with Spike and smiled as she saw the guy's. "Hey...what brings you three by?"
Rob smiled at her as did the other two. "Well...we've decided to head down to Brazil, and need you to tell us everything you remember."
"Oh" Ravyn said as she looked at him. "I don't know if I remember anything that's going to help."
"Anything you can tell us will be more than we know now." Rob told her.
"Okay" Ravyn said as she sat down on the sofa beside him and began to tell him what she knew.
Spike grabbed his smokes and walked outside, Angel following him as he did. Leaning against the rail, he lit up as Angel pulled the door shut behind him.
"So....you're going down there then?" Spike asked him.
"Look's like." Angel told him as he sat in one of the deck chairs.
Spike took a long draw from his cigarette. "What if you can't find it once you get there?"
"Well, we'll look until we do. We can't let Trull get his hands on that Blood Stone."
Spike stared at Ravyn through the opening in the curtains as she talked to Rob and Blake. "If you find Trull....."
"He'll die horribly." Angel told him softly.
Spike looked over at Angel, knowing by the look in his eyes that he'd do as he said. He wanted nothing more than to do it himself, but couldn't leave Ravyn alone just to go find Trull.
"He'll get what he deserves." Angel said. "Believe me"
"Yeah...well make sure the bastard dies painfully." Spike told him. "Even that'll be to good for him."
Silence fell between them as they both contemplated the ways to bring about Trull's death with as much pain as possible. Nothing either one of them could fathom even came close to what Ravyn had suffered by his hands.
Rob opened the door and smiled as he walked out with Blake following behind him. "Thank you Ravyn, I'm sure I'll be able to figure this out." he told her as they stepped out onto the deck.
"Your Welcome, I wish I could have remembered more."
"Well, call if anything else comes to mind."
"I will." Ravyn told him.
Angel stood as Rob and Blake said their good-byes and headed for the car. "Goodnight Ravyn." Angel said smiling at her before looking over at Spike and giving him a nod.
Ravyn walked over to Spike and leaned up against him as they watched the SUV pull away. "I can't believe their going down there." she said as she wrapped her arms around him.
"Somebody has to, now that Trull has all five points of the Star."
"Are you?" she asked him worriedly, looking up at him.
"No....not leavin you here alone." he told her, kissing her forehead.
Ravyn sighed, relieved he wasn't going off hunting Trull. "Good" she said as she laid her head against his shoulder.
Spike wrapped his arms around her, playing with her hair as he held her. "You bout ready for bed?" he asked, still tired from his interrupted sleep earlier.
"Yeah" Ravyn said as she stood up straight and started for the door, Spike following behind her.
Spike locked up as Ravyn went to the bedroom. She hurried and changed, crawling into bed as Spike made his way into the room, stripping down to his boxer's and crawling in with her.
"Night luv" Spike said as he hugged her close.
"Night Spike" Ravyn said, giving him a small kiss.
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Spike woke the next evening to the feel of Ravyn's lips on his neck. She was running her hand softly over his chest and moving lower.
"What are you doing?" he asked her, a slow smile playing on his lips.
"What's it feel like."
"Feels like you're licking my neck." he said as she licked a trail to his ear.
"Well" Ravyn said as she sucked on his ear. "You'd be right." she added as her hand lowered to the waistband of his shorts.
Spike groaned softly as her hand found it's way inside his shorts, grabbing his growing shaft. He bucked his hips up slowly as she began to massage him.
Spike reached out a hand and grabbed her head, pulling it to him. He attacked her mouth with his own as she continued to stroke him.
He forced his tongue in her mouth as she quickened her pace on his shaft, massaging her tongue in the same fevered manner. He moaned into her mouth, as he turned slightly, sitting up on his elbow and pulling her to him. Spike sucked and licked at her lips, biting them slightly as she was quickly stroking him into a breathless state. He was panting for air as he flipped her over onto her back, kissing a trail down her neck.
He lowered his hand to the hem of her gown, pulling it up over her breast and lowering his head and taking her nipple into his mouth. He sucked at her, licking and nibbling as she continued to work his shaft.
Reaching down, he pulled her hand free from him as he slid his shorts off, before removing her panties. He positioned himself between her legs, rubbing himself against her as he once again found her mouth. Spike kissed her hard and hungrily as he pressed his body against hers.
Spike's mind was realing, not believing she had let it go this far...especially since it was 'her' who initiated it this time. She had never touched him before and took that as a sign she had finially overcome her fear
He moved his hand around, positing it under her, lifting her hips up slightly, massaging her flesh as he kissed down her neck, biting softly as he did. Pulling his hips back, he positioned himself at her opening and looked up at her. Her head was turned to the side, her eyes open and as he was about to enter her......he saw.
He stilled himself and brought his hand up slowly, turning her head slightly. His body went stiff when he realized what she was doing. Closing his eyes tightly and gritting his teeth, he lowered his head and rested it on her shoulder a minute, trying to control his anger without much luck.
Looking back up at her, he grabbed her face, shaking her head slightly. "Ravyn!" he said loudly, trying to wake her. "Ravyn...wake up!"
Spike rolled off of her, laying on his backand stared up at the ceiling. He ran both hands up over his face and back through his hair before turning to her. He sat up and turned her head. "Ravyn!" he yelled, smacking her cheek softly trying to 'wake her'.
Ravyn blinked her eyes a few times and focused on him.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?" he asked her angrily.
Ravyn looked up at him and realized he was beside her and not where he was. "Why'd you stop?" she asked him quietly.
"Why'd I stop?!" Spike asked her yelling. "I can't believe you!" he said as he looked down at her. "Were you just going to lay there and let me rape you will you were off to who knows where in your head?"
Spike grabbed his shorts and stood, pulling them on, cursing under his breath. Ravyn sat up, pulling her gown back down as she did.
"I just thought....."
"Just thought what? That I wouldn't care if you weren't here?" Spike yelled as he started pacing the room. "I can't believe this." he said, more to himself than to her.
Ravyn watched him for a minute, lowering her head as she felt the tears sting her eyes. "I just wanted to give you what you wanted." she told him quietly.
Spike laughed bitterly at her. "If all I wanted was a meaningless shag I could get that anywhere with any bint willing to spread her legs for me!"
"I'm sorry" Ravyn whispered, softly crying.
"Don't.....don't start with the tears on my account." Spike told her. "Fuck!....I can't believe this." he muttered to himself. "I'm not just some nameless guy waiting for his turn Ravyn! If I can't have you, here and awake, then I don't want you at all!"
Ravyn watched as Spike stormed out of the room, slamming the door behind him. She could still hear him yelling as he stomped through the house. Taking a deep breath, she wiped at her tear streaked face and looked around the room, grabbing her underwear when she saw them. She stood on shaky legs and put her panties back on and jumped when she heard a door slam.
Ravyn ran through everything in her mind as she sat back down on the bed. She only did what she knew would work, she didn't realize he'd be so angry about it. "god you're so stupid" she said quietly to herself, pulling at her hair as more tears came. What was she going to do know?
Ravyn sat and cried softly for a few minutes before standing and gathering her things, shoving them back into her bags. Picking them up, she opened the bedroom door and walked down the hall into the spare room. As she walked inside, she dropped her bags and shut the door, locking it as she laid her head against it still crying softly.
She turned and slowly walked to the bed, sitting on the side of it and looked over at the door, knowing that Spike would probably never speak to her again after that. She laid down, burring her face in a pillow and let the tears fall, the pillow drowning out the sound as she cried for the pain she had caused him again.
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Spike paced the deck, smoking cigarette after cigarette, talking to himself as he did. He couldn't believe she had done that. "Why?" He kept asking himself as he tried to figure out where her head was. Why was she just going to lay there and let him take her like 'they' did? Did she not think anymore of him than that? Did she not think anymore of herself?
Tossing his third smoke away, Spike marched back into the house intent on finding the answers. As he walked down the hall he saw the bedroom door open. He walked into his room and looked around. Her bags were gone.
Sighing heavily he turned and walked back down the hall to the spare room. Stopping in front of the door he could hear her muffled cries. Clenching his jaw tightly, he walked back to his room, slamming the door shut behind him.
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